February 2012
Also,
I will either marry a writer or be a writer myself.
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“”Imagining the future is a kind of nostalgia… You spend your whole life stuck in the labyrinth, thinking about how you’ll escape it one day, and how awesome it will be, and imagining that future keeps you going, but you never do it. You just use the future to escape the present.”
—Alaska Young in Looking for Alaska (via pants-are-irrelevant)
and another thing: it’s suddenly really trendy to be “awkward”
I just want to clarify that when i say i’m awkward I don’t mean it in like a cute quirky way. I mean I am like awkward to the point where it is socially debilitating and I can’t make friends because once I decide I want to be friends with someone they automatically make me ridiculously nervous and I feel like i’m going to drop dead.